Specialising and Exhibiting

Trouble Shootings

There are too many things I want to complain about before the final handing. I think of myself as a very calm person but lots of stuff I just could not bare and they always happen.

Sounds like fire alarms, ambulances, and alarm clocks give me a huge shadow. I find really struggled when I have to get up very early in the cold morning and am awakened by some extremely bad sounds. The fire alarm in LCC really bothered me when I was inserting the audio tracks. At that time, I began thinking:” If the speakers die, then I could die. I won’t be bothered.” I found it really hopeless and there would be nothing I could do like I had spent such a long time setting everything but just unexpectations happened. Life suckkkkks And then for the sake of the room being booked, I was trying to book a multi-channel music studio in London. But, it actually cost 200 pounds for an hour on a 5.1 video. Finally, I was waiting in the coldness, shivering for 1.5 hours. My tears were nearly ready.

“What could I do? As an international student? I have to put extra effort on everything because this is the only way to rise up and fight the way for myself.”

I always found lonely, depressed, and socially disabled when I haven’t got nice work. I don’t know what to say. I don’t want people to look down on me. I am very anxious.

Overall it was a bad and dead day. I tried to convert all of my stereo files into Monos with plugins in Logic Pro but it just did not work. The pitch and tempos were being changed strangely and crazily. I did not know I did not need to work out stereos first. It just did not make sense and it just like another effort. I don’t have a background knowledge on how to mix and master the audio files in my life. When I look at the speakers, I just found myself so tiny and so hopeless.